HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY!

xcurlupandlivex @ 2004-03-03T11:11:00

2004-03-03T19:10:07Z

wow.... i can't believe this journal still exists.

I miss it.

-David-

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-11-13T00:24:00

2003-11-13T08:23:30Z

im sick of LJ.

I bid you farewell and I love you all.

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-11-06T19:41:00

2003-11-07T03:41:36Z

hey david.. i miss you.. thanks for forgetting about me. p.s. you know who this is

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-10-13T15:00:00

2003-10-13T22:30:11Z

david perez

love always ♥
caitlin koger

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-10-08T06:01:00

2003-10-08T13:02:25Z

caitlin loves david.

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-10-06T22:41:00

2003-10-07T05:42:23Z

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA...........HAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAH.........AHAHAHHA...

tonight was... intreasting to say the least. i love my friends.

..........aaaaahhHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA.... ok, im done

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-10-02T11:38:00

2003-10-02T18:38:58Z

last night: Q and not U, Black Eyes, The plot to blow up the eiffil tower, and french toast in san Diego.

much fun, ouch my swolln lip

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-10-02T10:37:00

2003-10-02T17:37:14Z

david. david!

hello.

love,
june.

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-29T22:13:00

2003-09-30T05:13:52Z

I quit drugs today.

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-29T00:42:00

2003-09-29T07:51:36Z

Friday.
always get to a keger early.
I <3 Brandon, he is a stud.
6 beers + 4 jungle juices + 5 jello shots + 3 more or so beers... i lost count = Fun kegger with sublime cover band that sucked.
good times.

Saturday.
Mall with Steff and Ash Tray.
went to see Vostis, VOA, CIS, and Revo.
realized that my crush on Shayna will never end.
took toooooo many pills of which i had no idea of what they were. = I need to go lie down.
alright night.

<3 david

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-23T22:36:00

2003-09-24T05:35:31Z

You are "When the Curious Girl Realizes She is
Under Glass". You like thoughts of being
with loved ones and being devoted. You tend to
be selfish, but in an artistic way, or at least
you claim it is for art. Oh yeah, and pills are
very good friends of yours. (or they should
be.)

Which BRIGHT EYES song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-21T01:24:00

2003-09-21T08:23:51Z

ummmm...... yeah
I don't have really anything to write because my day was pretty uneventful.
I jut wanted to state some facts about me.. for future reference.

I sometimes write my entries in he third persons. I think i'm gonna stop, because i get misunderstood i guess.
another thing. i tend to come off as a nice guy, but in the end i always end up to be an asshole. so for your own good. don't talk to me. believe me, you don't want to. please. i dont wanna hurt anyone else..

Take my word. I am an asshole.

I know this will mean shit to you. but I a sorry. weather you believe me or not. i dont expect you to ever talk to me again.. i just need to say that.

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-18T23:36:00

2003-09-19T06:36:03Z

new sn: Sick 0f Lipstick

Somebody IM me

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-17T13:59:00

2003-09-17T21:01:03Z

yeah thats me...

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-17T13:02:00

2003-09-17T20:01:29Z

someone needs to drop a giant fucking "L" on this city and hero pressing those tiny adorable digits to the sky. the lonely beekeeper fucked by his own hive.

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-15T19:28:00

2003-09-16T02:29:02Z

history repeats.... whatever

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-13T12:46:00

2003-09-13T19:47:56Z

hey mom, i know you found my LJ,
if you read this.
GET THE FUCK OFF MY SCREEN NAME!!!!!

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-11T16:52:00

2003-09-11T23:53:07Z

so i go to school today.
I started reading "The perks to being a wallflower", good book, really good. The kid in it is really emo, but it's cute.
The book made most of my classes pass by fast... figuring that all i did in every class was read it.
come 6th period my seat is changed. I now sit next to my dear old friend Matt. he started talking about how i should d my work, which turned into a lecture on how i shouldn't smoke or drink or do drugs,... which trned into a fucking speach on how you should treat women with respect and love and charish them and not just fuck to fuck!
At that moment I felt justified to plunge my pen into his eye.
that red-neck motherfucking, womenizing, missing 60 fucking credit, fucking hypacrit. who used to talk to ny girl with intention to fuck if not rape her.
The same asshole, who would take a hit and tell everyone he smoked a whole 20 sac.

when he started talkin i wanted to kill him....

since then I've ha a blasting headache. I get those lot and I've become immune to almost all forms of pain killers short to heroin. vicodien doesn't even seem to work anymore, which really sux.

Don't lie

2003-09-10T21:16:57Z

i want to _______ David.
i already did _______ David.
David is ________.
David gave me _______.
i think David should _______.
David looks ________.
David reminds me of _________.
my favorite thing about David is __________.
if David was my girlfriend or boyfriend, whichever you prefer, i would ___________.
if David killed herself i would __________.
David should _________.
David needs ___________.

:::::reply::::: DO IT ::::::::reply:::::::

I ____ David.
is ____.
If I were alone in a room with David , I would _______.
I want to ____________ .
Someday David will __________.
Without David _______.
Memories of David are ________.
David can be __________.
Worst thing about David is _________.
Best thing about David is _________.
I am ________ with David.

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-09T21:38:00

2003-09-10T04:48:51Z

school is stupid............................

im not going.

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-08T22:39:00

2003-09-09T05:58:07Z

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | being alone
02 | dead people
03 loosing you
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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | josue
02 | June
03 | rob
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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | you
02 | josue
03 | my friends
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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | being alone
02 | not being ble to do anything about it
03 | the way i look
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | you sometimes
02 | why i listen to my parents at all
03 | why im still in school
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | tv clicker
02 | cd
03 | sunglasses
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | typing
02 | watchin x men
03 | listening to cinima eye
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | get a tattoo
02 | see cait
03 | have sex at least once more
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | sk8 kinda
02 | take large amounts of stuff with no affect half the time
03 | i dont fucking know
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | Whistle
02 | be happy..
03 | gain weight
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | calm
02 | cynical
03 | nice
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | An Albatross
02 | Daughters
03 | brighteyes(call me emo if you will)---------------------------------------- --------------------
THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | Irish Punk
02 | me
03 | yourself
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | fuck
02 | i dunno
03 | hmm..
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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | lobster
02 | peaches
03 | grape stuff
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THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | how to be happy
02 | how to quit smoking
03 | how to pass my GED so i ont have to go to school anymore
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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Dr. Pepper
02 | brisk
03 | alchohol
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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Ren & Stimpy
02 | Simpsons
03 | Rocko's Modern Life

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-08T17:21:00

2003-09-09T00:21:51Z

I really like being able to depend on people when you make plans with them......

I guess its too much to ask.

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-07T18:20:00

2003-09-08T01:44:18Z

Yesterday kinda sucked. I never thought my friends could be such assholes. but whatever.

Wolk up at about 12. Nick had been up for hours. we had to leave quick cuz they were bombing my house for bugs and stuff. we went over to his house and watched the Converge DVD. good stuff. Ash picked me up and we went to steph's and visited britt at work. Ash had to go home :( so i went to steph's and downloaded music. anyon who likes An Albatross kicks ass.

went to michelles an sat. her cat beat the shit out of my hands and arms. looks like I cut.... eh

Josue never called me. But june showed up with Nick and said they spotted him at Borders. off I went to fined the bastard. we got there and i sat on is car smoking and waiting.... you can only say sorry so many times....

We cruzed by the big party of the night. not before we picked up some party supplies from Justin of course. so we head over. and we leave. too many bros, hoes, and people i didn't want to see. so josue dropped me off at ashley's house.

We drove around. went and picked up the kids. went to the beach and stared at the moon...... kinda corny, but whatever. I think its pretty. but not a pretty as you.

didn't feel good. Got dropped off at my pops. got some money. skated to nicks. he wasn't there so i sat in front and talked to cait. I ended up staying so we ate some candy and played baseball all night in his bathroom while watching Donnie Darko. and listening to Snoop Dogg.

Best sleep I've had in a while. went to old navy, bought a sweatshirt. Circut Shity won't fix my camera. fuck it, im getting a new one. now I'm home and waiting for you.

it's the 3rd day o school and im already ditching

2003-09-06T07:36:54Z

tonight was a good time.
went with Nick, Cassie, and Ash Tray to the Bleeding Through show.
FUCKING YEAH!!!
everyone and the mom was there.
and yeeah,
lots of peeps that knew kim
and that asshole from falln angel is goin out with the too hot for him keyboarder from BT.
talked to caitlin on the way home.. made me wanna drink.
but yeah.......

xcurlupandlivex @ 2003-09-05T08:47:00

2003-09-05T15:48:50Z

FUCK the new LJ.

and FUCK goin to school.

Hmmm... kim never came down. :(